Beyond The 12
Religion & Spirituality
About
Hey there, welcome to Beyond The 12! I’m your host, Subrina Zeller—a wife, mom of three, and daughter of the King who’s still very much a work in progress. Let’s face it—following Jesus today isn’t for the faint of heart. It takes patience when life is loud, kindness when the world isn’t, and a whole lot of grace for ourselves and others. So what does it really look like to live as a disciple in the middle of everyday life? How do we follow Jesus beyond what the original twelve experienced? Each week, we’ll unpack real, Bible-based conversations that meet you right where you are—whether that’s at work, in the chaos of parenting, navigating marriage, or walking through everyday challenges. My hope is that these conversations will encourage you, challenge you, and remind you that you’re not walking this journey alone.
Episodes
- Season 5 Episode 11 The Middle is Holy - The Space Between Promise & Fulfillment
This episode of Beyond The 12 explores the sacred space between promise and fulfillment, where faith is stretched and trust refined. It discusses delayed promises and spiritual formation, using biblical examples like Abraham to help discer…
- Season 5 Episode 10 The Middle is Holy - The Holy Middle Moments We Almost Miss
This episode of Beyond The 12 discusses recognizing God's work in subtle, 'middle moments' rather than just dramatic events. Featuring guest James Pavisian, the conversation highlights how noticing small graces and quiet shifts during life…
- Season 5 Episode 9 The Middle is Holy - Still Waiting, Still Believing
This episode of Beyond The 12 discusses the less-talked-about, quiet kind of faith that persists through difficult waiting seasons. It explores holding onto hope, trusting when answers are delayed, and the role of grief in faith, concludin…
- Season 5 Episode 8 The Middle is Holy - The Middle of Relationships
In this episode of Beyond The 12, Pastor Jason Roberts discusses navigating the 'middle space' in relationships, focusing on rebuilding trust, ongoing forgiveness, and maintaining softness without bitterness. The conversation covers variou…
- Season 5 Episode 7 The Middle is Holy - The Hidden Work No One Claps For
This episode of Beyond The 12 explores the significance of unseen obedience and quiet faithfulness, emphasizing that God notices the hidden actions and discipline that shape individuals, even when unapplauded.
- Season 5 Episode 6 The Middle is Holy - Faith That Looks Boring But Lasts
This episode of Beyond The 12 discusses the beauty of a faithful life lived over time, emphasizing daily obedience and steady rhythms. Joined by John Kumar, the conversation explores why consistency often matters more than intensity in for…
- Season 5 Episode 5 The Middle is Holy - Ordinary Days Don’t Mean Absent God
This episode of Beyond The 12 features a conversation with Rylee Calderwood about finding God in ordinary, repetitive days, challenging the notion that mundane life signifies divine absence. The discussion emphasizes that faithfulness in e…
- Season 5 Episode 4 The Middle is Holy - Letting Go of the Timeline
This episode discusses the challenge of letting go of personal timelines and embracing trust in God's timing, even during periods of waiting or when life doesn't unfold as expected. It features a conversation with a friend named Zach.
- Season 5 Episode 3 The Middle is Holy - When Growth Hurts More Than It Encourages
This episode discusses the challenges and discomfort of spiritual growth, differentiating between healthy spiritual stretching and unhealthy striving. It reassures listeners that God is present and working during difficult growth periods.
- Season 5 Episode 2 The Middle is Holy - When God is Silent but not Still
This episode explores navigating faith when God feels silent, discussing how to trust His character and discern His activity in quiet seasons. Featuring guest Jadyn Walker, the conversation focuses on finding deeper meaning and growth in t…
- Season 5 Episode 1 The Middle is Holy
This episode of Beyond The 12, Season 5, explores the concept of 'the middle' as a holy place. It discusses how scripture illustrates God doing formative work in the process, not just at the beginning or end, and encourages listeners to em…
- Season 4 Bonus - When Life Hits Hard
In this bonus episode of Beyond The 12, the host discusses her experience with grief following her mother's death. She explains her choice to embrace stillness rather than push through, finding solace and faith amidst doubt and confusion.
- Season 4 Episode 12 Navigating The Unknown - Finale
The Season 4 finale of Beyond The 12, "Navigating the Unknown," reflects on the season's theme of walking with God through life's uncertainties. It celebrates lessons learned and God's faithfulness when the path is unclear, encouraging tru…
- Season 4 Episode 11 Navigating The Unknown - Relationships
In this episode, host and John Ostenson discuss the importance of trust, commitment, and courage in relationships. They explore practical ways to build stronger connections and mend strained bonds, emphasizing the value of loving others we…
- Season 4 Episode 10 Navigating The Unknown - Moving
This episode discusses handling unexpected changes and uncertainty, drawing parallels between personal moving experiences and the Israelites' journey. It emphasizes finding peace and God's faithfulness even when plans fall apart or life fe…
- Season 4 Episode 9 Navigating The Unknown - Education
In this episode of Beyond the 12, Professor Brigid Enchill shares her experience of pursuing academic excellence while maintaining her faith. The discussion explores how faith influences education and encourages listeners to see the classr…
- Season 4 Episode 8 Navigating The Unknown - Health
This episode features a conversation with Laura Roth about navigating health challenges through faith. It explores themes of fear, prayer, and finding God's presence during times of weakness and pain, emphasizing that Jesus walks with us t…
- Season 4 Episode 7 Navigating The Unknown - Faith 2.0
Season 4 Episode 7 of Beyond The 12, titled "Navigating The Unknown - Faith 2.0," discusses rediscovering simple, steady trust in God. It encourages listeners to slow down and remember the core of their faith journey, especially if it has…
- Season 4 Episode 6 Navigating The Unknown - Grief
This episode features Pam Kueffer discussing her experiences with profound loss, the unexpected presence of God, and how faith can provide stability during times of deep grief.
- Season 4 Episode 5 Navigating The Unknown - World Events
This episode of Beyond the 12 features Eric Niday discussing how believers can navigate global events and uncertainty. The conversation focuses on using biblical wisdom and practical steps to maintain faith and process chaos from a Kingdom…
- Season 4 Episode 4 Navigating the Unknown - Finances
In this episode of Beyond the 12, financial advisor Keith Napier joins the host to discuss faith-based financial management. They cover practical approaches to financial decisions, planning without fear, and balancing trust in God with per…
- Season 4 Episode 3 Navigating the Unknown - Careers
This episode of Beyond The 12 features a discussion with Ronnie about navigating career uncertainty. The conversation covers fears, faith, and practical strategies for moving forward when the path ahead is unclear.
- Season 4 Episode 2 Navigating the Unknown - Faith
This episode features a conversation with Jadyn Walker about trusting God when facing the unknown aspects of faith. The discussion includes honest reflections, practical encouragement, and biblical examples emphasizing trust over certainty.
- Season 4 Episode 1 Navigating the Unknown
Season 4 Episode 1 of Beyond The 12, titled 'Navigating the Unknown,' focuses on facing life's uncertainties with faith and courage. The episode encourages listeners to trust in God when the path forward is unclear, marking the beginning o…
- Season 3 Bonus - The Rich Young Ruler
In this bonus episode of Beyond The 12, host and guest Eric Niday explore the biblical figure of the Rich Young Ruler, discussing clues and pondering his possible identity in a
- Season 3 Bonus - Father Abraham had many sons...
This bonus episode of Beyond The 12 explores the life of Abraham, highlighting his faith, struggles, and the lessons learned from his story.
- Season 3 Episode 12 Set Apart - Finale
In the Season 3 finale of Beyond The 12, host Eric Niday discusses the meaning of being 'set apart' by reflecting on biblical figures explored this season. Key lessons include the value of small steps of faith, perseverance, and gratitude…
- Season 3 Episode 11 Set Apart - Jesus
This episode of Beyond The 12 features Pastor Barry Foster discussing the life and mission of Jesus Christ, exploring his many powerful names and his honoring of women, as mentioned in the book Jesus & Women by Kristi McLelland.
- Season 3 Episode 10 Set Apart - Elijah
This episode of Beyond The 12 features Julie Hammer discussing the life of the prophet Elijah, highlighting his obedience, courage, and faith. It explores his humanity and moments of fear, emphasizing God's ability to work through willingn…
- Season 3 Episode 9 Set Apart - Noah
This episode of Beyond The 12 features a discussion with Ronnie about the biblical figure Noah. Noah is presented as a righteous man who followed God's detailed plans to save humanity, demonstrating great faith and obedience.
- Season 3 Episode 8 Set Apart - Moses
This episode of Beyond The 12 features guest Terry Marshall discussing the life and leadership of Moses. The conversation explores how the examples set by Moses remain relevant and applicable to listeners today.
- Season 3 Episode 7 Set Apart - Biblical Missionaries
Season 3, Episode 7 of Beyond The 12 features Keith Napier discussing Kingdoms United's global mission work and highlighting biblical missionaries. The episode aims to inspire listeners to embark on their own mission trips.
- Season 3 Episode 6 Set Apart - King Jehoshaphat
This episode discusses King Jehoshaphat's difficult time in battle, where sending out a worship team first seemed illogical but led to victory. The hosts explore trusting God's good plans, even when they don't make sense, and how this stor…
- Season 3 Episode 5 Set Apart - David
In this episode, host and guest Wes Ryan discuss the concept of being set apart for God's purpose. The conversation encourages listeners to identify their unique gifts and talents while exploring how to walk confidently in their purpose.
- Season 3 Episode 4 Set Apart - Saul/Paul
This episode of Beyond The 12 discusses the biblical figure Saul, also known as Paul. It focuses on his life-altering encounter with the resurrected Jesus, which redirected his plans concerning the followers of the new Way. The episode inv…
- Season 3 Episode 3 Set Apart - Esther
This episode discusses the biblical story of Esther, highlighting her burden and role as a hero. Guest Winter Burnett shares a personal experience of faith and encourages listeners to follow God's plan.
- Season 3 Episode 2 Set Apart - Gideon
This episode of Beyond The 12 features guest John Ostenson discussing the biblical figure Gideon and the theme of being set apart. The host encourages listeners to meditate on biblical lives and engage in daily partnership with God.
- Season 3 Episode 1 Set Apart
Season 3 of Beyond The 12 begins with host and co-creator John Ostenson introducing the theme, content, and vision for the upcoming 10 weeks. The episode offers encouragement and practical advice for disciples of Jesus.
- Season 2 Bonus - New Year Encouragement
This is a bonus episode of Beyond The 12, Season 2, offering New Year encouragement for 2025. The episode features a discussion with guest Keith Napier about spiritual purpose.
- Season 2 Episode 12 Magnify The Lord Finale
The Season 2 finale of Beyond The 12 reviews the season's theme of magnifying the Lord and looks ahead to Season 3. The host thanks guests and encourages listeners to strengthen their faith.
- Season 2 Episode 11 Magnify with Praise and Worship
This episode features a conversation with Jadyn Walker about magnifying God through praise and worship. The discussion covers the distinctions and commonalities between these practices and their significance in the life of a follower of Je…
- Season 2 Episode 10 Magnify by Serving
Season 2 Episode 10 of Beyond The 12 discusses magnifying God through service. The episode highlights the importance of serving God in faith, offering practical examples of using one's time and talents to glorify Him, and includes insights…
- Season 2 Episode 9 Magnify in Difficulties
Season 2 Episode 9 of Beyond The 12 discusses magnifying the Lord by exalting God's name during difficult times. The episode offers biblical insight on finding peace, comfort, and strength in God's Word when facing trials and troubles.
- Season 2 Episode 8 Magnify with Faith in Action
This episode continues the exploration of Magnifying The Lord, featuring a conversation with Luke Ostenson about living out one's faith in practical action. Ostenson is highlighted for stepping boldly into his calling and impacting those a…
- Season 2 Episode 7 Magnify with Prayer
This episode features a conversation with Keith Napier on the topic of prayer. The discussion covers the diverse types of prayer found in the Bible, including prayers of faith, agreement, petition, thanksgiving, and worship, and highlights…
- Season 2 Episode 6 Magnify with The Bible
This episode of Beyond The 12, part of the Magnify The Lord series, focuses on deepening your connection with God through reading the Bible. It acknowledges that Bible reading can be difficult and suggests that supplementary resources can…
- Season 2 Episode 5 Magnify When No One is Watching
This episode features a conversation with Terri Freeman about the practice of magnifying the Lord when no one is watching, exploring the significance of private decisions and the formation of Christian character in solitude.
- Season 2 Episode 4 Magnify with Words
On Season 2 Episode 4 of Beyond The 12, host Grace Patchen discusses magnifying the Lord through words and testimony. Patchen shares her college experiences and how they changed her life, aiming to point others toward God.
- Season 2 Episode 3 Magnify with Spiritual Gifts
In Season 2 Episode 3 of Beyond The 12, the discussion focuses on how spiritual gifts can be used to magnify the Lord. The host shares personal experiences related to struggles that provided clarity on the Holy Spirit's role.
- Season 2 Episode 2 Magnify Your Way
This episode discusses different ways individuals magnify God, featuring a conversation with the host's husband, Ronnie, about their personal practices and Jesus's example.